The full moon symbolizes the height of one’s power, the peak of clarity, and the fulfillment of desire. While I do realize that my “full moon” face is simply a side-effect of high-dose steroids, I find the symbolism particularly fitting. This is the moment for me to seek the highest level of strength and power from within myself, foster clarity of spirit, and pursue stillness and quiet of mind so I can hear and follow my innermost desires. May my moon remain full and strong in my journey…

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